I Talked To God About You
I wrote this poem sometime last year before her and I were together. I was really conflicted because I thought that I wanted to be single, but on the other hand I had this beautiful woman who I was falling for. So, I took the time out of my days to just pray and talk to God as my father, friend, and mentor. He led me to do the right thing. I wouldn’t regret the decision I made to stop trying to pull away from her, and just free fall.
I Talked To God About You
By: The Author of Fifteen Days
Heh, God you’re a funny man, I swear.
I mean, it’s cool dude, I really don’t care.
Okay, okay, I’m playing - please make it better.
I don’t think we both can keep playing this same game forever.
I mean, that’s if you let her - but I don’t want to play anymore.
I don’t want to lose, you and I both know I’m a poor sport.
Oh, of course - you would make her just so perfect.
And when I thought love didn’t exist, she would just magically surface.
Then the icing on the cake - you would make her out of my league.
Please make it stop - I can’t take it anymore, and I plead;
She’s just what I’ve been looking for - why must you rub it in?
Come on, I’d hate to see myself in love again.
And honestly Lord, I’d think you hate it too.
Do you remember all of those nights I cried to you.
Questioning if everything her and I felt was true?
Heh, I had not the slightest clue of anything you had set for me.
Poor me - because that same plan was a real let down.
Nahhhh, nahhh! Not this time though.
I bet don’t care for her. Psh, watch me just act like she doesn’t exsit.
Excuse my language, but watch me treat her like another…
Well, nevermind, I realized how stupid it would be to curse at you.
But please give me a sign - is she the one you want me to pursue?
Oh, heh, you’re funny! I don’t think she’s interested in me.
I think she only views me as a friend, see;
Because when we talk, she’s always so friendly.
I’d like to get a little more - but you know, I don’t have the heart.
Even if I did, Lord - I wouldn’t know where to start.
Okay, give me the strength, I’ll call her know how I feel.
Man, you always come through - thanks for keeping it real.
Talk to you later, God.
I still talk to God about you, love.
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