Fifteen days to make you love me

“Could of, should of, would of.”

Since this the beginning of this relationship, I’ve learned that it’s actually “have.” She’s definitely upgraded me. I used to be so self conscious about some of the things I said because I didn’t want to sound stupid. Yes, I was shy. That’s what the biggest crush on a woman like her does to you. It’s really humbling; especially when you’re someone like me.

Now, we’re working on my whole “apart/a part” thing. That’s a little harder. I’ve actually had to look up in the dictionary to get the difference of the two. We’re going to get it right. She said she doesn’t want me in the big meetings for the millions sounding like I don’t know what I’m talking about. See, whereas that would offend some of you, I see the bigger picture. She only wants to make me better. I appreciate it and I listen to what she has to say because I respect her opinion.

She’s also taught me when to use ‘has’ and ‘have.’ God, this post is making me seem really stupid. It’s cool, I guess. I never claimed to be smart. I’m glad I have someone who cares enough to teach me some things. She could just have me sitting around looking dumb. I’m really grateful for her. I don’t mind being upgraded.