Day 5: I love that she’s my first and last thought.
I feel like my mind is on this automatic ticker. The first thing I think of when I wake up is her. She has priority over taking a shower, brushing my teeth, or even getting out of the bed. I open my eyes and all I want to see is her laying next to me. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night just to check. I’m sure I’ll have to pinch myself to make sure I’m not dreaming when we are together.
I hold pillows in place of her. I seriously have a pillow dedicated to her. It’s the one I lay with when I’m in my bed at night. I wrap my arms around it as if it were her. When I wake up from a nightmare, I find myself squeezing this pillow. Then I laugh, because I think about how tight I’d be holding her. That couldn’t possibly be comfortable.
Remember when I told you that I was the type of guy to hold you all night? I still am. Actually, I’ve been practicing, too. Haha, my holding skills are perfect. That pillow has been my workout. I imagine all ways to hold you when you’re sick, cold, horny, and affectionate. One of your favorite things to do with me will be being held. I guarantee it.
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